First Day as a Blogger

 So, today it my first day blogging, it took me nearly all day to just name the damn thing. The silly things I obsess about I tell you .

2011 went by so fast, my baby girl got her permit and before I knew she was a driver.. yikes.
My youngest isnt so young aniymore turning 14. That left me with the question "what now?" What do I do know that they do not need me 100% of the time.... kind of a scary question and for most of the year I did nothing, just went day to day going to work coming home.  However in early early November a light came on and I realized I needed to find purpose.. or at least find things that i enjoyed spending my time doing. I took up knitting,, and I am making more time for visiting friends. I have a wonderul new camera and am loving every minute of taking pictures.

The new year is also bringing to me a more determined self... determined to lose the last 40 lbs that would like to  - In october of 2009 I had the gastric lap band surgery done and over the last two years have lost 108lbs. I still do not share my highest weight with anyone, or my current, dont think i ever will.... but today i started the "last 40" chapter. I got my butt back to the gym where i worked out for and hour and half..its so easy to forget you enjoy it. With getting back to the gym I am changing my eating and useing my lap band tool the way it was ment to be used.

My blog here will probably be all over the place - from talking about my kids and husband to friends and bitching about work to being honest about my food and excersize...